Need a real relationship which last long and strong with love...!!

i see myself as being very honest, a little shy at first. I high self esteem, intelligent and even witty at times. My family and friends would describe me as being a leader, competative, under the same token loving, caring and understanding. I daydream about having my own soul mate to come home to or being there in every capacity that I'm able to be of loving benefit to her and for her. I am at my greatest when I lay my head down to sleep knowing and feeling that I was the best person I could have been today. What I dream the most for in my future is soon having a prosperous business of my own. I feel the most important accomplishment a person can have is for people (mankind) to view me as being honest, trustworthy and steadfast in that I know to be right and my greatest achievement is knowing as a full grown man that these virtues, honest, trustworthiness and righteousness allows me to be in total sync with the universe. When I need to get away I go on a vacation (cruise, canc